Is there a place in this world of ours for an unstable psychotic Bipolar? When he voices and pressure of speech become unbearable or the depth of depression become more than just a low and your perception of life unravels all that you have to achieve. When you question the reality of what you are experiencing, felling and actual doing.
These uncontrollable and painful question are asked by some of us who are not stabilized by medications and puzzle the doctors . What should we try next an addition to the medication a reduction when the dose is too high or just try and comfort our tortured soul and help us to manage our highs and lows the best we can.
My story is short and at the point where I cannot trust my own mind and I wonder what happens next. Where will my that lead me? These blogs are the only thing in my life that I can control yet when the last article is written and the pageviews fall will I still be at peace? Will the relentless moodswings subside or will I become worse with the passing of time?
There is no answer for me
Dare I hope
The confessions of people suffering from mental illness and their challanges in life
